it would have been better. But I have seen at least two children lying dead in bed of neglect in such cases, and feeling that I must get a diagnosis now or never I went at it again. But the worst of it was that I too had got beyond reasonI. I could have torn the child apart in my own fury and enjoyed it. It was a pleasure to attack her. My face was burning with it The damned little brat must be protected against her own idiocy, one says to one's self at such times. 33Others must be protected against her. It is a social necessity. And all these things are true But a blind fury, a feeling of adult shame, bred of a longing for muscular release are the peratives. One goes on to the end In a final unreasoning 5 assault I overpowered the childs neck and jaws. I forced the heavy silver spoon back of her teeth and down her throat till she gagged. And there it was--both tonsils covered with membrane. 37 She had fought valiantly to keep me from knowing her secret. She had been hiding that sore throat for three days at least and lying to her parents in order to escape just such an outcome as this How truly she was furious. She had been on the defensivebefore but now she attacked Tried to get off her father's lap and fly at me while tears of defeat blinded her eyes. 40 desist v.停止,中断 beyond reason失去理智 32 I could have torn the child apart in my own fury and enjoyed it.我本可以在盛怒之下将女孩 的嘴扒开,享受其中的快乐 The damned little brat must be protected against her own idiocy, one says to one's self at such times.在这种时候,谁都会告诉自己,这个小恶魔必须被保护,无论她做什么,尽管这违背 她的心意 3 a blind fury一种失去理智的狂怒 35 unreasoning adj.未加思量的,失去理智的 gag 塞住.的口 embrane n.薄膜 38 valiantly adv.勇敢地,英勇地 39 be on defensive采取守势 Tried to get off her father' s lap and fly at me while tears of defeat blinded her eyes她试图从赌 气呢的腿上跳下来,飞奔着扑向我,眼里充满了被击败的泪水it would have been better. But I have seen at least two children lying dead in bed of neglect in such cases, and feeling that I must get a diagnosis now or never I went at it again. But the worst of it was that I too had got beyond reason31 . I could have torn the child apart in my own fury and enjoyed it.32It was a pleasure to attack her. My face was burning with it. The damned little brat must be protected against her own idiocy, one says to one's self at such times. 33Others must be protected against her. It is a social necessity. And all these things are true. But a blind fury34 , a feeling of adult shame, bred of a longing for muscular release are the operatives. One goes on to the end. In a final unreasoning35 assault I overpowered the child's neck and jaws. I forced the heavy silver spoon back of her teeth and down her throat till she gagged.36 And there it was--both tonsils covered with membrane.37 She had fought valiantly38 to keep me from knowing her secret. She had been hiding that sore throat for three days at least and lying to her parents in order to escape just such an outcome as this. Now truly she was furious. She had been on the defensive39before but now she attacked. Tried to get off her father's lap and fly at me while tears of defeat blinded her eyes. 40 30 desist v. 停止，中断 31 beyond reason 失去理智 32 I could have torn the child apart in my own fury and enjoyed it. 我本可以在盛怒之下将女孩 的嘴扒开，享受其中的快乐。 33 The damned little brat must be protected against her own idiocy, one says to one's self at such times. 在这种时候，谁都会告诉自己，这个小恶魔必须被保护，无论她做什么，尽管这违背 她的心意。 34 a blind fury 一种失去理智的狂怒 35 unreasoning adj. 未加思量的，失去理智的 36 gag v. 塞住……的口 37 membrane n. 薄膜 38 valiantly adv. 勇敢地，英勇地 39 be on defensive 采取守势 40 Tried to get off her father's lap and fly at me while tears of defeat blinded her eyes.她试图从赌 气呢的腿上跳下来，飞奔着扑向我，眼里充满了被击败的泪水